Well, if he’d understand why I don’t want to speak to him then I guess he understands why I’m hurt. He commented that I should delete his phone number if I don’t plan to speak to him again and that ‘he’d be sad but he’d understand’. I don’t think he really cares much about not chatting any more. We’ve had minimal contact here and there, mainly because I’ve texted him accidentally (Siri can understand ‘J’espere que nous pourrons nous revoir la prochaine fois que je serai á Paris’ but can’t tell the difference between ‘chef’ and ‘Jeff’?), and I emailed him about returning his sweatshirt, but that’s about it. Then it felt…nothing.Īnd here I am three months later and I’m still trying to figure out how I feel. So I reply that I’m glad he’s ok, and to never contact me again because I’m not his afterthought. So after contacting him to make sure he’s ok (via email in case she’s still around), he texts back that he’s alive and waiting on a client. I gave it another 5 days after that and still…nothing. But he told me when the funeral would take place and when he anticipated that she would be leaving to return to her job. Obviously I wouldn’t hear from him for a few days- it was a given. Granted, THAT GIRL was in town as her mother had passed away. So yeah, ten days of silence is an eternity. He often commented that he spoke to ME more often than he spoke to HER. And even in those instances, I sometimes got the odd ‘hello’ here and there. Ten days, after 12 years of predictable contact, with the only exception being when THAT GIRL was in town. And then it happened- 10 days of radio silence. Enough to throw up red flags and put me on alert. Little white inconsistencies, if you will. THAT GUY had been consistent for 12 years, and yet over the past few months there were subtle changes in his behavior. But maybe the memes were speaking to me for a reason. After a while, it seemed as though they were being aimed right at me (though I knew they really weren’t- I just have some really mushy friends). I read enough missives posted on Facebook about how ‘people will always make time for what’s important’ and ‘you have to get up from the table when respect is no longer being served’ and ‘actions speak louder than words’, blah, blah, blah. Well it seems that memes do really come true. Only this time, I actually managed to listen to my head instead of my heart. Those of you who have been around for a while know that I’ve sung this refrain many times before, only to swing back around for another rousing chorus of ‘But I Love Him’. I was rid of THAT GUY and I was the better for it. It’s strange, the behaviors that we subconsciously exhibit when we don’t allow ourselves the necessary time and outlet to grieve, express anger or vent frustration. You never think you need it until you’ve set your whole life on fire’. Nobody expects you to create an artistic masterpiece about Cobra but put in a little effort and at least making an edit if posting something unrelated.I once tweeted that ‘Closure is like a fire extinguisher. If you receive commissions for your own original work or would like to commission something from another user on this sub, please sort it out in private. You can find them here Īttempting to sell (or purchase) goods/services utilizing another person's work or likeness without proof of their consent is forbidden. This sub is hosted on Reddit's platform and has to abide by their sitewide rules/Content Policy. No nudes, links to pages hosting nudes, etcĭo not post nude images of others without consent or links to images hosting nude images of others without consent Posts about wanting harm/misfortune to come to anybody or fantasizing about how you'd like to inflict harm/misfortune on somebody are forbidden No threats of violence, discussion of committing violence, or wishing harm and misfortune on others This includes any discussion theorizing or asking about addresses, phone numbers etc. Posts that reveal or request any possible identifying information (addresses, social media tags/screen names, phone numbers, etc) are strictly forbidden. No doxxing, posts that can be interpreted as doxxing, or asking for personal information Posts that are off-topic or have no relation to the cobraverse will be removed Content Must Relate to Gothic King Cobraverse Any personal pictures from Josh's families Facebook will be removed. No Personal Attacks on Josh's familyĭo not harass Josh's family. No personal attacks against any users, other than in jest or where both parties are consenting. Grab a monster and a pipe with four aces tobacco and fuck some consenting, of-age, born as a female, and identifying as a female pussy. Welcome cool cobras to the official KingCobraJFS subreddit.
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